2016. yeah, its 2016 everybody! i'm turning ** years old.wht i expected for this new year? urm... hopefully, this year will bring a lot of fun stuff, adventure and everything that i could know and do at this age.
i really like to go Travel. i do. i knw everybody do like to travel. i like to go evrywhere that i can free myself. i dont care with whom i be with. but as long as i take some pictures about where i was, post it ( i like to post on my instagram), feel happy about it, get many likes ( hahahaha) and i know that i am happy. i like to go some place that has something what we can lable for that place... i mean... for example... paris? mayb i really and want to go to and of course take some pic about the Eiffle Tower. i think that will be my obses, obses of collecting picture of many places that i go.
this year will be the 2nd year I am offically a single Woman before the broke up with my ex-lover, its not like this past year i am not... but its really confusing actually...huh.... still dont have guts to worte about it this. hehe...
well, for a new year... i have my AZAM (detemination). this time, i really want to have a serious relationship with the One who never leave me, my almighty God. not like before this not, but... i really hope to get tht feeling that i want to serve Him in my good way.
its been a rough years, days that i've been through. i seldom forget about Him. doing many sins, i admit it. cause we all are not perfect person. we do mistakes, i really want to change about it.
Thug life!
i was in my newplace here... a better place then before. last year April 2015 i've got my offer letter. i've got offered to work in Taiping Perak. which i am a Sabahan girl. and Sabah is like, my parents, my life... and no one can take it from me! but... i can't, can not acept that letter. beside... that was like, my waitng letter that i ever wanted after finishing my diploma. So the, i go. i have to work there for 7 months. it was fun, and a lot of things happen there. i like that place so much. the people is awsome. i live on top of DVD store. Indian Store. so every freaking day i heard indian music, their language but i never get bored of that. live with my bestie. she is chinese mix with kadazandusun people. we live in one room. we have another 2 roomates. both of them is Indian. we did not share 1 room but share a house. i love and miss them so much. miss their voices of yelling and talking.... hahahaha.... it was just a fun thing.
deh... a lot of things happen. i mean A LOT. i can count... onle 2 or 3 times i go to church. because i am a workoholic?? hahaha...
then... its the end of my trainning for 7 months. so i've got another letter to change another place to work. around Perak. its Kampar. its a Claypots food place if you dont knw.
i've got a long story about it. first i was alone, and i dont even know that guy that will be working with me. and its scares me alot. seriously! i dont want! then...i'm started to beg one of my friend ( male friend, classmate since collage) because there is no other choice. i mean... that was the least thing that i could do. he say yes. just because he was pity me. hahaha man... i seriously owe him a lot. i dont care. but he keep on repeating 'pity over me' thing, then.. i think o..no.. i made a huge mistke for begging him. cause i might responsible for everything that heppen to him. Sorry buddy, it was a mistake for begging you to stay with me... but its your choice actually. kan?... (forgot to mention, he doesnt attracted with women.ehem. that why i'm like brave enough to ask him to join me work at the same place)...
since we were together here in Kampar at the same place of work. its kindda good together at first... until he started to talk so many uncovered stories. just like girls. hahaha Then, i was like... afraid to get to attached to him. scared that he got many stories from me and he might telling to someone later. huh...dont know.. hem...
but now live in a pretty house. have aircond and stuff. it was like a dream home for me. when i work. all i can think about is my bed. hahaha. how i want to snuggle around my bed. lol.
but the prob is... i dont have a car. we dont have a car.
we been ask one of the member in church to help us drove to work just by paying a petrol oil.
its been a week already. and the member seems very tired. but hofully next week i can get a car.
God... thanks for the day. ok.. got to Go. bye! xoxoxox
